Annoyance 3# Self Important and Superficial “Children”

I say “children” because it can portray both sexes, but I don’t believe they can be accurately categorised as Adults.

Now, If you’re sitting there thinking “omg what a Bitchwhore is this about ME” then it may be. However I actually didn’t write this with anyone in mind, so please don’t bother with the “grow up” calls and all that shit. I was just bored, and in the mood to bitch.

Firstly, if you think I’m self important or superficial then good for you. Yet I’m not exactly the type of person who creates scenes with people just to come across as something I’m not.

I’m tired of people telling me to “Grow up” - My family, deadbeats, past school teachers - Fuck you, I don’t feel like being anyone else but who I am. If what you see me as is fucked up and in peoples faces, then I enjoy being fucked up and in peoples faces.

If you have nothing better to do than to strut around as if you believe everyone loves you then maybe you need to “grow up” because guess what, everyone is disliked by someone you moron. If you can think of someone who isn’t, then oh please let me know, so I can write them a letter congratulating them on their horribly tedious life.

I don’t exactly want to play the game where you say one thing and I say another in return. Its boring. Its outdated. And hearing your voice waver as you hold back from tears only gives me a powerful but pathetic feeling. We all may feel like we won, but the fine line between “winning” and “losing” doesn’t actually exist when we all feel like retards in the end.

We’ve lost and it annoys me. Such is life.

~ by sarrrahh on April 26, 2008.